Something has gotten a hold on me, it’s hard to explain. It seems to be like a tight grip on you holding the life out of me. I push and pull it just don’t want me to go, I plea, plea but the hold is still there. You what it is, because I don’t sometimes I think about letting it keep me. But I was always told don’t let nothing hold you back, not either a load try hard to get up. Now let just relax and let go, because nothing or no one can’t hold you down just let go.